My story begins on a dark night, an evil night...August 27.... the night of my birth. Of course it was a night like any other night in Paris, it was raining. Lets skip the boring parts ok? Now... my mother must have been a wonderful woman ::rolls her eyes:: I'm sure she had reason to leave me to fend for myself at the age of ten. My father...well who knows? I never saw him. My older older brother Kausai Qbeygama trys to tell me of him...yet I have no memories. I guess it is better off that way.

The February before my seventeenth birthday I met somone who made a great impression on my life. I met her in a place called RhyDin. Her name is Ivy Noir DuBoise. When I met her I was still mortal. We beacme great friends. We shared many secrets and tales of our lives. Then one day she took me to meet her sister. She too made a great impression on my life. Her name is Azzure Jewel DuBoise. The moment we met we became great friends.. talking, going places, and many other things.

After I got to know these two very special people I learned somthing, somthing that I would never forget. Ivy and Jewel were vampires. I was shocked to learn that my best friends were of the immortal blood. That also meaning neither of them could bear a child, and that is what Jewel wanted more than any other thing in the world. Now I being mortal was able to have a child. I was willing to do this as a friend. Though I did want somthing she could give me. I longed for a real family.. a mother..a father..and maybe even a sister or a brother. I longed for the dark kiss...

Jewel took me to her Lord and Sire Alexander Nightskye. She told him the story of how I would give her a child and how she wished for me to be her sister. Alex agreed and he became my sire making me an 8th generation Toreador....I was finally part of The Clan Of The Rose.

I was so happy to be a vampire.I was in love with their ways... their talent..their knowledge and especially their beauty. Don't get me wrong when I was mortal I was not ugly....but I was not half as beautiful as I am now.

I was new to the world....just learning how to live my unlife. Yet I felt an emptyness. There was a big hole in my life and I longed to fill it. Then I met Keith. He was what I needed to fill the hole. I fell deep in to love with him. One day I was speaking with him and everything was fine. I haven't seen him since that day.

Again I felt alone. I had no one except for my family and I didn't know half of them at the time. I knew my blood sisters Amber Rain and Cara Ryan Skye, my blood brother Kausai Qbeygama,my kindred sisters Ivy Noir DuBoise, Azzure Jewel DuBoise, My Sire, Alexander, Sebasjyen,the baby I gave to Jewel who was now my nephew,and my God children Hope and Xavier. I longed for somone to love. I had many friends who vowed to protect me but that was not enough. I wanted a lover. Somone who made me feel special. More than that...somone who would love me back.

After a while I got ill at all of the men who used me and I swore I'd given up on them. Then I was in a tavern late one night with my friend Grill Mug. We talked for hours upon hours untill the time came where he had to leave. He was walking to the door and turned. He ran back to me, took me in his strong arms and kissed me. Happiness flowed through my heart and when he left I felt like I was missing somthing. Almost like I had lost my heart and it was never returning. Yet when he came back the next night my heart had returned and I knew he was the one I loved and I was now complete.

::Sighs softly:: Again...Things have gotten a little better... I think. Though I do not remember much from then untill now, I know that I was ReEmbraced by a wonderful man named Andrew "Rain" Torn. He was once a great lover of mine. Though I believe he has passed on.

Now with my new blood, I have begun my own family. The LaViala Toreador family was founded under my command. My Second In Command is Donaven Matthew LaViala, he is my everything. My friend, my lover, my Childe, my heart, my soul, Donaven is my one true other. I have finlay found True Bliss within my family. With my daughter Ivy Blood Rose by my side as my Third In Command, and Donaven Bound to me Eternaly, what else could I ask for?

::smiles and sighs:: That is my story. I have left out parts that I thought were not important. If there is anything else you would like to know please do not be afraid to write to me.......I only bite if you ask me to ::smiles innocently:: Farewell for now my dear friends. ::There Is A Slightly Chilling Breeze And She Shadows Consume Her Being. The Scent Of Her Alluring Obsession Perfume Lingers In The Air Having A Tempting Effect..... You Hear A Silvery Giggle Then Her Voice Once More:: -BleSsEd Be-